Holiday Greetings
It seems that at last, things are looking up. I might be jumping the gun saying this, but things are really good now. Almost everything’s been going actually right, in spite of the blog’s title.
But now I will switch to romanian, cause I feel the need to do that…
Cum am mai spus, lucurile merg suspect de bine. Nu pot sa stau si sa nu ma gandesc la momentul in care ma voi intoarce de unde am plecat… depresii, suparari, dezamagiri. Si altfel sa fiu un ‘bore’ cum s-ar zice pentru cei din jur, un adevarat vampir energetic. Pentru ca asta s-a intamplat cand eram in starea aia. Numai puteam fi chemat nicaieri, pentru ca bagam in depresii pe toti din jur. Si nu datorita cuvintelor pe care le spuneam, sau ca as face ceva, doar prezenta mea era de-ajuns. Ciudat, rau de tot.
In utlimele saptamani lucrurile au inceput sa mearga foarte bine, dar banuiesc ca asta este doar linistea dinaintea furtunii. Presimt ca se va intampla ceva rau… ceva din care nu voi putea recupera prea curand. Viata te surprinde tot timpul, mai ales cand esti gata sa “throw in the towel”.
Un calduros Craciun Fericit pentru toti plictisitii care mai dau de blog-ul meu, ori din greseala, ori din curiozitate. La multi ani de-asemenea. Regret ca am sters blog-ul vechi, acela a avut cateva povestioare, zic eu in detaliu. Lucrurile merg bine, asta este concluzia post-ului acesta.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
2010 peaking around the corner!
Fiind la facultate, tot timpul dai de oameni noi, ai oportunitati in stanga si in dreapta. Trebuie sa fii destul de istet si curajos sa te aventurezi si sa le incerci, sa accepti provocarile.
Updates and a new post
My Internet Connection back in college isn’t working for shit because there is no more Interet around there. Maybe it just ran out like in that episode in South Park. I wonder….
Anyway, I’m back home for the 3rd weekend and this is more than probably the last one here until Christmas because I cannot afford the trip back and forth between cities.
I would like to take this time and congratulate Bamboi Stefan on his wonderfull performance at the show “Dansez pentru tine”. That Michael Jackson dance literally kicked ass and you should’ve gotten a perfect 10/10. But don’t worry you’ll get them next time. For those of you who don’t know, “Dansez pentru tine” is a romanian show in which the participants enter on the dance ring where they interpret all genres of dance, from classical to modern, such as Michael Jackson style – the one last Friday – to waltz. There are 8 couples and each of them is fighting for something. A dream of some sorts so they can accomplish it. The show rewards those in the first place with 60.000 Euros. This season it would seem all dancers would fight for their parents, for accomplishing a dream of theirs.
Stefan Bamboi is a close-friend of mine and x-colleague from high-school (I say X because we are no longer there). If you want more info about him you can check out the website: http://dansezpentrutine.protv.ro/perechi/stefan-bamboi-alina-chinie. You can also see their dances from the very beginning, but the show has just started and today, the 30th of October is the second edition of it at 20:30, on ProTv.
Now back to the subject at hand, or at matter or the thing that drives all of us nuts… ATTENTION.
You read it right…. ATTENTION. Why do we crave it? Why do we need it? Why the hell can’t we just live without it?! Why, oh why, do we want to feel somebody, why do we need to feel important. Why can’t we just live our mediocre lives (I’m talking about the majority of people) in peace, with no desperate measures to get ATTENTION, to be remembered, to be thinked of when our time has gone. For these questions, I double dare all of you reading this to find an answer! Find an answer to yourselves, don’t say it to me. Just put youselves this question and then try to answer it.
Most of you would think: it’s human nature or society is flawed and we were brought up that way. I think not. I think it is something more. More than humanity itself, more than the Universal Order (whichever one it may be, I don’t necessarily care, because it won’t help). Could it be something divine or could it be just something pathetic left out by our Creator.
The truth is painfull.
No worries!
I haven’t been active on the blog for a good time now. That is due to the fact I have started college and the internet there is terrible. Right now I am home for a couple of days, moving the computer and so on, cause you get killed with boredom in your own fucking room.
More posts to follow as soon as I link with a good Internet Connection there so will stay in touch.
Machinima
Below you will see my first attempt at machinima-making. Also, I will try and right some stuff about stuff, comedy-romance-drama, toilet humour, black humour, not even I can categorise it.
http://machinima.com/film/view&id=39124
Yea, screw it, it’s a link, so what? Follow with to see my video, otherwise ignore it. The reason I am giving the Machinima link is because YouTube disabled the audio for my clip. It’s still there, but no audio. Fuck copyright law. As we can see, the censorship of the Internet has already begun, so brace yourself for you may not find all of your clips, mp3’s or whatever on your fav’ website one day. Maybe tommorow, who really knows?
God has a sense of humour.
Actually, screw that news stuff. I ain’t interested in news no more, they are changed and used to manipulate the massess, so fuck them.
Pity, thy name is Doom. And thy middle name is Suffer and my godfather is Sadness. Welcome to my world, a world like many other worlds in which broken dreams and lost hopes guide you towards my heart, to be stabbed by those bold and brave. My heart is failing and my lungs feel it, for this is the end of my being.. I would finally rest in peace and cover all my tracks so as not to be followed.
This post does not make the slightest bit of sense, does it? Well, it’s how we all feel almost all the time. I ain’t talking about general feelings, such as happy or sad, I’m talking about that ‘Feeling’ when you cannot describe it, and just plays inside of you. I feel something of the above right now. In 5 minutes, it will probably get a bloody picture. In an hour, light. Tomorrow, dark.
Just like to finish by saying that we humans, intelligent and cunning as we may consider ourselvs to be, are still fucked up stupid when it comes to feelings. Even if we love somenone, we cannot say it without looking as if we have a dildo up our assholes. That’s all for now!
Welcome
Yeah, welcome back to all my old readers, those few but brave. I deleted my old blog, I don’t remember why and a couple of minutes ago just I was just thinking to start another one. Maybe this one will last.
All of you new people, welcome to my blog. Maybe you will find some interesting things around here. I am going to try and update everytime something new happens around the world, everytime I’m in the mood and properly informed with backgrouds and all that stuff.
The purpose of this blog? Informing the people about… well, about stuff, events, news. The purpose may change during the passing of time.
